Demam salji @Demam cinta? (^-*)

1st of all--> entry kali ni dlm bahasa ibunda (yang juga sama dgn bahasa ayahanda) & sikit2 bcampur bahasa asing kerana aku merasakan lebih mudah utk ber'jiwang' dlm bhs melayu.

Permulaan bicara..bismillah..


Sabtu lepas (24 jan 2009), aku dgn hubby menjadi agak jakun setelah melihat salji yg agak lebat turun di fukuoka. Setahu aku, tahun ini kadar salji agak berbeza berbanding beberapa tahun yg lepas lalu kami mengambil inisiatif utk ber'main' dgn sepuas2 hati terutama hubby yang baru 1st time wat snowman sendiri (x smpt siap snowman, die dh lenguh pinggang...hiihihih)

Entry ni bukan nak cerita pasal mak buyong & bapak buntal yg terlebih excited ber'main2' dgn salji tp consequences yg timbul akibat ber'main2' di luar batasan sehingga melupakan status diri yg bakal bergelar mommy & daddy dlm masa 4bulan je lg :p

Ya..benar kata org tua2(kdg2 org muda ade gak ckp)...sblm wat apa2..pk dulu akibat yg bakal timbul dr tindakan kita. Akibatnya..hubby di serang demam yg agak teruk. Oh tidak2...aku bukannye nak menyalahkan salji tu..tp rasa nya kerana tidak begitu bersedia dr segi pakaian utk bermain salji, hubby di serang demam yg agak teruk malam ahad tu.


Melihat keadaan hubby yg begitu lemah, aku akui hati aku rasa mcm di carik2. Bawak hubby g klinik, dr bg M.C so hubby x g lab hari isnin & selasa. Aku x tau nk wat pe utk tlg hubby..kdg2 je aku picit dahi dia..tp dia suruh aku dok jauh2 dr dia takut jangkit.
Aku degil ( sbnrnya aku confused nak ikut pendapat mana satu..(i) kalau degil x dgr ckp hubby nanti jd something yg buruk OR (ii) tmpt seorg isteri kan di sisi suaminya).


Tapi lepas menganalisa situasi2 spt di bawah ni iaitu :-

(a) Hubby x mo makan apa2, sbb dia rasa mual2..lepas tu muntah balik per yg dia makan.

(b) Badan hubby panas sgt2 tp dia rasa yg teramat sejuk wpon seharian hubby tdo je + pakai jaket winter 3 lapis tebal2 + on heater 31deg + selimut tebal... tp still x berpeluh lansung.

<-- hubby berselubung dlm selimut di siang hari


Keputusan :- Last2 aku dok jugak sebelah hubby wpon x wat apa2 melainkan curi2 nangis sbb x tahan tgk hubby dlm keadaaan camtu.


Bila dh malam, hubby mintak aku letakkan tuala sejuk atas dahi dia utk serap haba panas dr badan dia. Tu je yg termampu aku wat utk tlg hubby, tu pon berkali2 hubby mintak maaf sebab tpaksa susahkan aku sedangkan patutnye dia yg jaga aku yg separa boyot nih ( x nak ngaku dh boyot).


Alhamdulillah pg selasa, hubby dah ok sikit. Tapi still x larat utk g lab so hubby rehat lg kat rumah. Kitorg keluar jap beli few foods yg dah habis kat umah. Sempat gak hubby beli ubat batuk + pelekat dahi + pelekat pinggang + pelekat kaki sbb takut2 aku terjangkit demam dia.


Dan malam pon menjelma ( cikgu2 BM mesti marah sbb aku memulakan ayat dgn 'dan'..."gome sensei")....ye masin mulut hubby ( atau mungkinkah sebab aku degil x dgr ckp hubby suh dok jauh2 dr dia and pakai mask yg die amik dr klinik)...aku pulak di serang demam.


Malang buat hubby sebab org yg jarang2 sakit cam aku ni..akan jadi sgt2..di ulangi S.A.N.G.A.T2 mengada2 time sakit (sbnrnya time x sakit pon aku ngada2 sgt2..org2 yg kenal aku tau la facts ni..x pyh aku explain hihiih).


Tapi (kesalahan tatabahasa di kesan lg di sini), aku bertuah punyai hubby seperti Solah (kebanyakan org yg tau perangai buruk aku mmg akan ckp gini kat aku) sebab hubby sgt2 sabar melayan kerenah isteri yg terlampau manja & mengada2 mcm aku.


Situasi mengada2 yg telah aku timbulkan utk hubby ialah seperti berikut :-

(a) Aku asyik lapar je, tp bila hubby masakkan nasi goreng sardin aku makan sikit je, Aku ckp x sedap dan tawar..padahal mmg cenggitu lidah org demam, mkn apa2 pon xde rasa.

(b) Bila nmpk hubby rilek sikit, aku mintak nk mkn epal...pastu mkn sorg2 smp habis. Lansung x pelawa hubby.

(c) Mengamuk2 x nak mkn ubat batuk wpon batuk smp terkencing2 dlm seluar...oooppsss... sebenarnya ubat batuk tu sedap sgt2..manis sgt2.

(d) Mengamuk2 xnak bagi hubby letak pelekat serap haba kat dahi + pinggang + kaki sbb sejuk sgt2 bila bende alah tu mula2 nk di letak kat badan. huuhuhu

(d) Mengamuk2 x mo pakai tuala yang hubby basahkan utk letak kat dahi & tengkuk sebab pelekat tu x mampu nak serap lama2 haba dr badan aku. Membebel2 ckp hubby mcm 'mak nenek' sebab asyik paksa2 aku pakai je...geram btol

(e) Mengamuk2 x mo pakai jaket tebal2 wpon badan & kaki rasa sejuk sgt2

(f) Mengamuk2 x nak bagi hubby on heater sbb hidung rasa pedih sgt2

(g) Mengamuk2 tengah malam bila tiba2 berpeluh2 kepanasan kesan drpd 4helai jaket yg aku pakai...pastu bukak jaket2 tu baling2 merata sbb geram sgt2. ( actually masa ni separa sedar..huhuhu jd x sure la kalau jaket yg aku baling tu terkena hubby ke x)

(h) Sekejap2 mintak nak minum air sbb rasa dehydrate dan tekak rasa pedih mcm kene tonsil (sbnrnya aku x pernah kene tonsil..tp mcm best je letak perumpamaan sakit cenggini). Jadi hubby x leh tdo sgt sbb takut x sedar bila aku mintak nk minum air.

(i) Tiba2 rasa lapar lagi dan mintak hubby buatkan mushroom soup plak..makan sikit je dgn 2 kpg roti pastu x mo mkn dah, wat penat je hubby masak & suap aku mkn

(j) Merengek2 nangis tgh2 mlm sebab tgn rasa panas sgt, rasa mcm pijar pegang cili lama2.

Jadi aku rasa kalian mengerti sekarang kenapa tajuk entry ni "Demam salji @ demam cinta". Lorrr x fhm lg? Betul..hubby di serang demam mungkin sbb terlalu asyik bermain salji tp aku di serang cinta yg melimpah ruah buat hubby ku Mohd Shalahuddin b Adnan.



Aku di lamun cinta yg teramat dalam sbb terharu dgn kesanggupan hubby menahan sabar + letih + keegoan + kesakitan sendiri demi memastikan aku cepat sembuh.



Dulu2 kalau hubby tanya kenapa aku syg dia, aku katakan sebab dia handsome + muka mcm yusry KRU + 'last wish' dr arwah mama utk aku , tp kini aku ada jawapan yg lebih specific ---> Ayg syg abe sbb abe syg ayg!

Semasa entry ini di tulis, tiba2 hubby hantar e-mel dr lab.."aii butookkk....how are you today? getting better? abe harap ayg cepat sembuh, kesian ko 2-2 baby abe ni, abe dah beli dah coklat vicks tuk ayg, nanti pete kakre abe bawok kelik deh :D"


p/s:
(i) entry ni agak panjang dan bergambar sbg latihan utk aku bercerita dgn lebih efficient pd baby aku nanti

(ii) entry ni bukan bmaksud nk menunjuk2 mcm aku sorg je ada laki ( tp mmg setakat ni dan harap2 utk selama2nya..aku sorg je bini Solah :p )...tp entry ini lebih di anggap peringatan kepada aku time2 aku rasa nk merajuk or ngamuk dgn hubby lepas ni

~middle age crisis OR middle-status-crisis?

I'm 26 years old,married and expecting a baby...I know that everybody knows that!. What I didn't really really realize was that I'm in the stage of transforming myself from immature young girl to a woman or to be exact ---> a mother!

I suddenly realize that "fact" when I was in the middle of Malaysian people in Fukuoka, Kyushu during the gathering for Aidiladha celebration. I couldn't decide to join which group to 'hang-out' during the gathering. To be honest, I am quite comfortable being in the "girls group" ( which consists of 3 undergraduates students: age 18-22) rather than being in the "wife & mother group" (which consists of 5 wives and moms age: 27-35....including their children of course).

The topic of conversation of course was different for both group as they were focusing on different aspect in their life. The "girls group" will love to talk about boyfriend, love life, student life, friends, hang out places etc. While the "wife & mother group" will mainly talk about their children, household chores, pregnancy, family planning, places for groceries shopping etc.

** picture showing --> 'one group'= Malaysians in Fukuoka!

In the first place, I couldn't make up my mind. But after a while, I realize how lucky I am to be in the state of "I'm not a girl not yet a woman condition" as I can just hop in both group without any hesitation. I know that the way of how I am thinking and act sometimes was still like a "young girl" but I am also aware of the fact that I'm going 2 be a "mother" soon, thus it is not difficult for me to join the mom & wives conversation as I'll definitely facing the same state in about another 4months from now. See, I'm always lucky in my life! Hehehheheh :)

p/s: my pregnancy state from 2 months-5months....not so much different aren't I?

~Responsibilty~

I was listening to Pagi@Era online(conducted by Pak Nil & Din beramboi) this morning and the topic of discussion was about " kahwin atau bujang: mana lagi best?". The topic was quite interesting and 4 out of 5 callers says that kahwin lagi best!..hihiihih.

Some of them were saying that its good to get married because there'll always be someone to take care of u and the house chores(most of the guy said that...:D ), to share the ups and downs in life, to go shopping with, to hugs u thru the cold nite and to sing u a lullaby before going to sleep. But, I guess the callers forgot to mention that with all those nice things about marriage, there's always an existence of the big word that is R.E.S.P.O.N.S.I.B.I.L.I.T.Y!

I guess that's the same word that my hubby have in mind once he completed the solemnization process on the 22nd august. The word become so much bigger on 1st October as we found out that there's a human being moving in my womb...huhuuhuhu.

As this baby is growing (indirect way of the fact that my belly is growing bigger), the word R.E.S.P.O.N.S.I.B.I.L.I.T.Y is becoming huge each day. After watching few movies about baby and parenting, I realise how much effort my parents have experienced in order to raised me up and I know that I'll experience it sooner as this baby is already start kicking me at night.

This entry is meant to give myself a self-motivation in order to be more matured, less childish and to be prepared with my 'little one' that is expected to be smiling to me on 1st of June. This word has surely drives me toward becoming a great mother to my children, a good wife to my husband, a better daughter to my two abahs and umi, a lovable sister to my siblings and in-laws, and also a nice person to everybody else. Hope it goes as well to you that is reading my entry right now...yes YOU!!! :p

my baby...5 weeks

my baby... 14weeks 1 day