Ode to my dear Awin

She was born when I was 13 years old.

She was born after I had 4 little brothers.

I was waiting eagerly to have a baby sister.


She was the only one in my siblings that was born through C-section.

I was really jealous towards her as mama seems to love her more than mama loves me.

I will always teased her badly and sometimes hurt her through my words and action.


I was not jealous anymore towards her on the day when mama passed away, leaving my little sister when she was only 14 years old.

I has to stay strong to make sure that she's strong to face this world without mama, yet she was the one who was stronger than me and taught me so much on how to be strong.


Today, she made me cried.

She scores 8 straight A's in her PMR....8A!.


Despite being the most manja, mengada-ngada, melawa a.k.a jangok, suka berangan a.k.a koya, she have made me proud of her, and I'm sure if ever mama was still around..she'll definitely be proud of her too.

She managed to stay tough after mama left her, facing all the difficulties that she faces everyday and proved that she's as good as her other siblings or in some cases, she's even better than me *I pun dapat 6A jer dulu2 hohoho*.

Dear Awin butuk,
Very well done, dear little sister,
You're special through & through.
You've had success with flying colors
I'm so very proud of you.
You were once a helpless baby,
But, even then I knew,
You had strength and determination,
To always see you through.

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself
Any direction you choose.

Pssstttt: I jeles kat adik I sebab hidung dia mancung dari hidung I, so I selalu cakap I lagi putih dari dia. Sebenarnya I jeles hidung I tak semancung hidung dia ekekekeke.