Setahun sudah berlalu

Setahun yang lalu..........

Date : 24th June 2008
Time zone: GMT +01:00
Venue : Department of Air Traffic Management, INECO-TIFSA, Madrid, Spain

11:00a.m : received a message thru friendster from my brother Pein, informing that ma has been transferred to Kelantan General Hospital after being warded in Tumpat district hospital for one day.

12:00 noon: told my fiancee thru YM about it and asked his help to call my abah to ask about mama's health condition since I am at the office doing my internship and my handphone is out of credit to make a call out.

1:00 p.m : received a message from my fiancee, "abah oyat, ma ok. transfer kat hospital lain sebab tak cukup alat kat hospital Tumpat".

Venue : Universidad Politechnica de Madrid (UPM)
3:00 p.m : arrived at the campus to write my internship report and just placed my ass on the lab's chair when my handphone's is ringing and my fiancee's number appeared on the screen

ME : "Baru jah duduk, tak dey nak on9 lagi..takkan dah rindu kot".
HIM : "Abe ado bendo nok oyat. Tapi susohlah, abe tok tahu nok oyat gano"

Berdebar2 dalam hati...ada rasa tak selesa dalam dada

ME : Gapo dio?
HIM: Sakni abah ayg tepon abe, abah ayg oyat ma ayg dah takdop.

ME: Abe tipu.Sakni abe oyat ma ok.......
Dan selepas itu cuma raungan dan tangisan tanpa henti saja yang mampu di lakukan. Di sebelah corong yang satu lagi, tunangku cuma mampu menenangkanku dengan ucapan 'sabarlah, Allah sayang ma'.

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Hari ini 24/06/09, setahun sudah berlalu.

Though it has been a year that arwah ma left us, it feels like it happen only yesterday.

I still can remember how hard I've cried after listening to the shocking news,

how challenging for me to hold my tears along the plane-ride journey from Madrid -London - Kuala Lumpur - Kota Bharu,

how tough to put myself together that I cant even eat properly for few weeks causing me to lose some weight,

how difficult for me to be strong in front of my siblings in order to make them strong as well

and on top of that all is how painful for me to realize the fact that I'm not with her during her last breath.

Hjh Sa'adah bt Md Said (13/02/1956 - 24/06/2008) has passed away due to Septicaemic Shock Secondary to Pneumonia at Hospital Raja Perempuan Zainab 2, Kota Bharu, Kelantan.

~ Al-fatihah ~

My previous post about arwah ma can be read at Memoirs of Ma : LHR airport, Memoirs of Ma: Quotes of my family, Friday the 13th and Mother's Day??

Psssttt: entry2 sehari dua ni semua cam sedih2 kan? takperlah, next entry I akan wat entry ceria2 semula, tak nak blog ni jd gloomy blog instead of chomeyl blog. Kalau takpun, I join contest bagi banyak2 entry.